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His heart is breaking over blue eyes, Hers is breaking over His lies, She doesn't care, She won't be around, He holds Her close, as He can't let her go, She pulls away, never felt this low. He's holding on with all that He has, She's walking away as fast as She can, He follows slowly, fading behind, She decides to stop, manipulating His mind, He decides He'll just give Her some space, She doesn't realize what She's done in Her haste, He's at home, crying out loud, She's lost herself in another big crowd. He goes on, slowly but sure, She downs it out with shots of liqueur, He gets over it, in all due time, She's still broken, h

Tonight is the night I've avoided, For as long as time has passed me by, With my eyes closed to the world around. My nerves have gotten to me before But never near to this extent, Nor has my heart ever fluttered so much. I'm sure to regret it tomorrow, But for this evening, I will not let you control me. You don't even know you do it you barely know I still exist for all you know, I'm dead There's been days I thought i was, Nothing left but an empty me, And what was the point. Nothing left to wake up for, Only the pain that hit me, Every single morning for weeks. Recently I've had a moment of clarity; You don't matter. I w

I've tried to smoke away the pain in useless and pathetic attempts I've drank and I've chewed all that i found in the hope of some sort of release I've been seeking so long an end to the pain and I thank God that I've found it now. it doesn't do well but it does the job I don't feel better at all but at least now I'm totally numb. The numbness is fading, in creeps the pain, in slow and steady waves, I keep on praying, for just one more minute, of the darkness and relentless numb. the pain keeps on creeping I fall to my knees defeated once again clutching my face I hold on for life not ready to let go just yet. I scou

I don't want to get back at you, I don't care enough. I'm not corrupting your daughter, she did it herself. I'm not doing anything wrong, so why do you hate me so much? You loved me once, I'm glad you don't now, but why the sudden change of heart? I'm not using her to get back at you, although, You're using her to get back at me, and that's only going to hurt you in the end!

you've led me by the hand, to a new world i don't know, led me to a new place, a place to be shown. you've taken me by the lips, and taught me to kiss once again, with feelings and passion and love, taken my lips and perfectly kissed them. you've taken my hugs pushed them so far, and kept me close teaching me more, your hugs keep me safe and warm at night i love your touch it's always just right.

My heart is yours My angel divine A love that’s strong and real and deep From everything you’ve made me feel I’ll fight to feel your sweet embrace To put a smile on your face To hear you laugh And feel your kiss. I’d give the world to hold you tight And listen to your heart at night To feel the love you have for me And look up at you from one knee You have my love You make me whole I’m yours forever Heart and soul

Tell me who you are I can see it in your eyes The shadows that surround you No longer let you hide From crystal tear of sorrow To crimson drop of pain From idol hope of passion To constant fear of distain I clearly see your essence The thoughts that make you work The soothing sight of freedom The pure current of your soul I look deep inside you And see what lies in wait Tell me who you are Forever I would wait

I've fallen for people a few too many times Searching for sweet love only getting sour limes Every time I lose love part of me falls away I just want for once all my parts to stay My armour is broken, my body is bruised When I fall from love I feel broken and used I don't want a prince or a fairy tale's end I just want the right one whom with time I'll spend I'm looking for passion and I'm lusting to get some lust So from this solid point on it's going to be Love or Bust If you fall down get up again someday you'll find a match And if you really fall for them I'm sure it's you that they'll catch